I wrote Kurt a long letter today at work. Wrote it out by hand. And I pretty much said he can call Dean if he doesn’t believe me. I spilled out my guts. Told him how I want to marry him and there is no way I would ever cheat on him. Not with Dean. I said he’s not my type and that I madly love Kurt. I do! And I explained how when he acts like this and accuses me and labels me as something I’m not…it just pushes me further away. This had to be a 3 page handwritten letter. And I didn’t really end it with an ultimatum…but I told him he needs to explain to me why he thinks I would cheat and why he accuses me of being something I am not. I took the letter to his office and he wouldn’t even look me in the eye. I can’t believe I have to defend my-self from this. RIDICULOUS! Bridget knows what’s going on. She saw me writing the letter. And of course I had to tell her. She said he will get over it soon. I hope. I’m home now. Cancelled another night at the gym. And Kurt is still at work.
