– it’s nothing. But to others…it’s like the worst and I am feeling horrible. Dean has been begging me to go for a ride in his new car. So tonight after working out, I finally got in it and we went for a ride. We went before we worked out because Dean wanted to get some bottled water from the grocery store. And the store is like 4 blocks from the gym. So we were gone for maybe 10 minutes. We get back and pull into the parking lot at the gym and literally – as I am stepping out of the car…Kurt pulls up. With his daughter. And they see me getting out of Dean’s car. And we just look at each other and I know he is pissed and I know he probably thinks I did something and I didn’t. UGH! I t was awful He’s coming into the room. I’ll write more tomorrow. Promise!!!!
Stupid Stupid Stupid! Why am I so stupid. All the time. I feel like I do one thing and it is the dumbest thing. I mean to me
